Being Watched & Followed!

The other day when I was traveling back to my hometown. Just an ordinary day, as usual I'll have to change stations in KL central. While I was there, I realize I don't have enough cash to take the bus. So the first thing i did when i reached KL central was to go to the ATM machine. When I done taking out cash, i realize I was being watched! This guy who looks like Vietnamese was like EYE-ing me all the time when i was at the ATM! 


I decided to test whether he WAS actually following me. So i went into 7eleven to buy some refreshments. DAMN! He followed me in the shop and was pretending to buy something! I try wasting time in the shop but he dint give up. So i went to the counter to pay, and he stood at the entrance there waiting for me! What's worst was he wasn't alone!!WTF! He was telling something to this Indian guy and looking at me all the time. 


The only thing i can think of that time was FUCK FUCK FUCK!!! What should i do??!!! My legs were trembling. I was honestly freaked out!


I walked out and pretend to be finding for someone. The vietnamese guy just follow me. I change route, he change. I fasten my pace, he also try to catch up. I was like...OMG! I'm doomed!!!!! 


I know if i get out of this place, to walk to the monorail, i'll be all alone then. There wouldn't be as many people, and they could just grab me into a van or whatever. 


I stopped right in front of the entrance to the road. And I turned to look at him. He stopped. He try to pretend he wasn't following me and the moment he turned his face to the side. I Ran!!!! I couldn't care less about how i look but i ran like a freaking crazy person! 


Met up with an aunty who was also walking to the monorail and we walked together. I guess the vietnamese guy lost track of me. Thank GOD!!!! 


After this menacing incident, it got me thinking, what if I dint realize it earlier? What if I dint ran fast enough to not get caught? Would I end up like those unfortunate girls that were kidnapped, raped and killed? 


So, To ALL the girls and boys out there!!! Always be aware of your surroundings. Sometimes they may hide at the corners without you seeing. But be smart, be prepared and always be prepared to run for your life. NEVER ever walk alone, at least have 3 or 4 friends with you.

Stay Alert! Stay with the crowd!

♥ No Hobby ♥

Yes, I got no hobby. 

My life is miserable!!!

Sooooo Boring!!

but.....

yet again....

there's things I can do...even when i no hobby. Ha!

Such as updating my blog on my

NEW SHOE!

I ♥ My New Shoe!!!

Memang no hobby post about shoes..swt!

Till the next crappy post XOXO*

It's so difficult...life...

I don't really know what's going on in this world nowadays. People are talking bad about one another..even when they're friends.
Why? Perhaps they feel bored. Perhaps they take pleasure in teasing others? It's still a mystery to me..why they do this. I feel that the internet has become one of the main reason how problems arise too. I did this experiment, i posted something on Facebook the other day, and people start to have response towards what I've said. This is mainly because, i personally am a very very always-say-the-wrong-thing person. And immediately,they misunderstand me. It's so biased! Why should people be so biased! Why should people expect another to be perfect?! everybody has their weakness..and yours will soon show too. What will you feel when people judge u? neglect u? criticize u? and then just don't bother bout u?? How would YOU feel?

I do say bad about people all the time, but i won't do it infront of them. I totally take responsible for what i've said. If one day, that person ask me to honestly tell them how i feel about them..i WILL!

It's not bout being straight-forward, it's about telling the truth so that the person can change how they are.
Why people create problem when there isn't any in the 1st place?
because they can't accept another person as they are. but they never feel not being accepted for who they are. And someday when they do, i hope you'll learn what you've caused others to feel.

Wanting to change, shouldn't be because what people say bout u. It's about what you feel about others. Changing cannot take place in a few days, few nights. It takes forever. And during that time, you should have friends that support you not neglect you.

Paranoid & Craazzy!

Not sure how to express how I feel, it's like being hit ten times by a truck. Have no idea why! I feel like everybody in this world just HATES me! feels like everyone is talking behind my back. I hate that feeling! Hate IT!!! I don't know why, is the reward for being nice, is being back stabbed and talked about?! WTF is wrong with this world.
I just want to hide..want to run away! Really miss home, but even when i go home, i know there's no one else anywhere that would understand what I'm feeling right now. By cutting myself, I feel better, by crying like nobody's business, I'll feel much better.

I was once told that, in this world, no matter how many people you're with or whether or not you're in a crowd, YOU are always ALONE. Because nobody else can hear your thoughts, truly understand your feelings and be there to catch you while you fall. I find it utterly true, because this is how i feel right now....ALONE!

Can't wait...can't wait to just fall asleep and never wake up again. Can't wait until this world just SHUT UP! Just want to be myself, but to afraid too. Afraid of what people might think, what people might judge, afraid of losing myself..does it make sense? Whatever, cause nothing make sense to me right now..

Yeah! Life sucks like reli bad!!

Maybe to some people..other people's feelings don't mean a thing. I can't change this crazy world..where people just hurt other people. One thing that i don't understand is how can someone tell you he/she loves you and just leave and never come back. Why say promises that they never could keep?!
Then what the hell is a promise??!!!

Life is really a big damn screwed up hell hole..where everyone is just waiting for you to someday fall in it. Came across this some sort of quote by a guy in facebook..where he says ' Love hurts, then why love?' Many people commented on it..agreed on it. But...somehow..they still fall in love and want to be loved. Is it possible that a person could live without the LOVE word in their lives???!?!!

Should i be the 1st to do such research? Living my whole life without anyone loving and caring me? The thought of it gives me the chills..wouldn't live be lonely then?? Conclusion is..Life SUCKs to the MAX!! Love SUCKs even more!! There's nothing that could be done about it..so live with it....

Full of life

Haven't had the time to update my blog recently, life in college is so Sooo hectic(no kidding)! and Craaaazzzyyyy~ with my new roommate,housemates and my siao siao new friends~ Oh Gosh, we are practically born to be Mass Comm students as we are so LOUD! Everywhere we go..we'll be like the center of attention..like..the monkeys from the Hutan(forest)!ha!

So kawaii my new fiends~

sweetest babes in class..

Apparently, we rushed to McD before breakfast session was over right after our class break.Ha!

Three- mouseketers~

My picture of the day

Glosh skwosh jlosh~ assignments are piling up like mad..and we JUST started last week! WTF?!!! okie lar..gonna go crack my coconut. Boring post..blah blah blah..chow!

Juggling the days

Kinda relieve that orientation week was over. Time to face all the challenges and barriers of what expected in college life. It ain't easy, i heard, damn many assignment and new things to learn. So..gotta get my shoes polish and ready for this long endless journey ahead :)

  Our seniors made an effort to entertain us with their so-called-games. They put these signs(or watever) behind our back and asked us to form a perfect burger according to the ingredient you are. WTF! Lame=.='' but there was a moral story given after the game. We made a mistake during this burger thingy, and we were told that 'Ask..and you shall be given the answer." something like tat. Plonk*

I was back at hometown during this very weekend, and helped out my mom and her colleagues with children's fashion show. It started off..quite~~good at 1st. As the time flies, and the contestants arrived...OMG! those children were like MONSTERS!! They just wouldn't listen to instructions. I know i know..they're only ranging from 3 to 10 years old..but..honestly..never expected it to be like that. HA!
However...they are cute when they're just..QUIET..Shhhh~haha..

 Aren't they just the cutest angel you've ever seen?^^

 GoSh! They sure got Style!

These are the contestants ranging from age 7-10 (I bet they're gonna grow up to be pretty swans^^)

Chaos i tell you..CHAOS! i told them to line up..i don't see a straight line here=.='

He's Soooo Sooo kawaii! Even without the other part of his costume(lion head)ha^^

Contestant No.2! ish..so jealous lar! haha^^

Winner for category 7-10 years old:)Si~weet!

Everybody 1Malaysia! ( my mom on the right end):)

I lOove kids..only when their quiet and listen to Miss Me here^^ha! No reward for helping out, but it was fun and worth it to get to help out my mom. 

Oh, and i just moved in to a new place today :( Gosh! I miss home already!! I guess i'll just have to learn to get accustom to being independent and responsible and ALONE!!! blah! I'll go get myself accustom now=.=''by washing my own clothes by HAND! blah..Chow~!

Orientation week

Update update!! Two days after orientation..so far so good..met plenty of NICE people. Traveling everyday is damn tiring! I wonder how other people who travel up and down everyday could continue till they graduate=.=''swt. I feel like i'm going to DIE( so 'Kwa Joing' ha!!) anytime soon if i don't get to rent a place somewhere near.

Anyways, our seniors are (what i think) trying to torture us..and their doing really good. They had us playing this game 'Amazing race', name lar AMAZING race..but it's more like running-like-a-chicken-with-your heads-chopped-of game=.=''. I'm not(note:NOT!) criticizing. There is one check point that we had to gulp down a piece of bitter gourd and mint leaves. It taste HORRIBLE! Honestly, i cheated a little along the way; but i am so proud of my team members. They're totally awesome not like me..cheater..and yes,i was the leader..terrible leader right? I really love our team name 'The Cheetahs' and our motto 'Outrun the pack'. I don't know, perhaps some might think it's kinda girly, but i like it^^

I would really like to blab about my orientation..but i'm so freaking tired!This are a few pictures we took as part of the competition. 

 We were to get down on our knees and hold hands with someone..ANYONE which is a KDU student!(look like proposing)

Don't dare to put more pictures cause i promised them it wouldn't be seen by others after the competition=.='' Pai seh lar..but i need some samples..ha!Hope they won't find out or mind:)*peace

Oh!! I uploaded afew pictures of my dinner for yesterday night, cause???? hmm..Its yummy!^^and costs my uncle(who paid for it) more than 1K @ Chong Fatt Restaurant in Setapak. Hee~Mumm mumm time!!!

(picture too small=.='') this is the process of making the peking duck..

 Companion of this dining experience @ Chong Fatt Restaurant in Setapak!

This is real expensive 'Yu Qi' (shark fin soup) 

This dish is rated 10/10!! Deer meat fried with bitter gourd in black sauce! Yumm!!

The food taste great! Surprisingly expensive. The fish that we ate that night cost about rm200-300.We also had prawn fried in oat style, crab fried with salted egg and a vege. Was too full to even stand up after eating all of that. Ha! 

Blah blah blah..tired and still 2more days of orientation to go. So that's all for this post! ZZzz~