Paranoid & Craazzy!

Not sure how to express how I feel, it's like being hit ten times by a truck. Have no idea why! I feel like everybody in this world just HATES me! feels like everyone is talking behind my back. I hate that feeling! Hate IT!!! I don't know why, is the reward for being nice, is being back stabbed and talked about?! WTF is wrong with this world.
I just want to hide..want to run away! Really miss home, but even when i go home, i know there's no one else anywhere that would understand what I'm feeling right now. By cutting myself, I feel better, by crying like nobody's business, I'll feel much better.

I was once told that, in this world, no matter how many people you're with or whether or not you're in a crowd, YOU are always ALONE. Because nobody else can hear your thoughts, truly understand your feelings and be there to catch you while you fall. I find it utterly true, because this is how i feel right now....ALONE!

Can't wait...can't wait to just fall asleep and never wake up again. Can't wait until this world just SHUT UP! Just want to be myself, but to afraid too. Afraid of what people might think, what people might judge, afraid of losing myself..does it make sense? Whatever, cause nothing make sense to me right now..

♥ The Roomates!! ♥

After moving in to this place for 3 weeks, i'm practically almost dead exhausted to catch up with my LOLO roomates! We're like inseperable!! ha^^  Got people told us that after WE move in to this house, this whole street was NEVER quiet anymore! wth!?? lolz..We can stay up till 5am and laugh and talk like Nobody's bss! yeah! we're the night ghosts!ha~

The pictures aren't clear as it was taken with Michelle's Nokia Phone. ( Yea Yea..i'm Anti- Nokia!) ha!

WTF! Michelle( middle) looks like hantu lar! ha!

We always bully her..and she'll T.T~evil us?? we're angels^^

Totally like this pic! too bad it's so blurry

A picture together before going out to ROCK! ha^^

A picture of Mwuah!

We took turns taking a picture wearing this sunglasses!( Someone said i look like lalat! wth!)

New guy- Mr. Ultraman known to be anti- social because he's so shy when we met him. Apparently after getting to know him, we take back that anti social thingy! Anyways, he's a great guy lar( promoting^^) ha! ( it's suppose to be a roomate post..but..he's exceptional =) )

 ( Me & CY - the prettiest, hottest gal in class^^)

Picture of the day =) 

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Life's great!!

♥ Birthday Bash ♥

It's been awhile since i updated my blog, life's been hectic and assignments keep PILING up! What The dudd*=.='' Don't think that I even gotten some good night's sleep these few days!! Okie ar..stop with the complaining. I'll just update a post on my sister's 21st birthday bash ( recent happenings). We rented two apartments in Marc's Residence(which is partly owned by my aunt's friend) located just beside KLCC. Apparently, we also rented the barbecue site beside the pool for the Paartey~!It was awesome!! Great view!!
Pictures says a thousand words~ so I'll just let these pictures do the talking =)

(By the pool side)

( In the Picture: My sister turning 21 this year , grandpapa and Megan)

(Dad part time chef-haha!)

We also had  Lamb Chop and chicken marinated with my mother's old time secret recipe! yumm Yummy! and...much more..

( Potatoes Mashed with chopped beef and Cheeesee!)

( They decide to go for a dip before the food is ready)

 ( Love to the birthday Gal!)

( Gift from my parents to Chris)

( Ahh! 3kg American chocolate cake from my sis's bf - WTF! 3kg! couldn't finish ler!)

 ( Sis & her bf - the crazy one that decided to buy 3kg of choco cake!@.@)

( 1 big family!)

( sista's)

( The guests~ yup! all with their couples! Soooo...i'm not in this picture=.='')

( Sista's Oh-So-Crazy friends)^^

( Pwresents! Lotsa lotsa pwresents!)

( Almost forgot to camwhore that night! Haha^^ This is my only close up picture i guess!)

Thatttt's all~! Till next time ( God know's when??!)=.='' But I won't let my blog rot lar:) ha!

Yeah! Life sucks like reli bad!!

Maybe to some people..other people's feelings don't mean a thing. I can't change this crazy world..where people just hurt other people. One thing that i don't understand is how can someone tell you he/she loves you and just leave and never come back. Why say promises that they never could keep?!
Then what the hell is a promise??!!!

Life is really a big damn screwed up hell hole..where everyone is just waiting for you to someday fall in it. Came across this some sort of quote by a guy in facebook..where he says ' Love hurts, then why love?' Many people commented on it..agreed on it. But...somehow..they still fall in love and want to be loved. Is it possible that a person could live without the LOVE word in their lives???!?!!

Should i be the 1st to do such research? Living my whole life without anyone loving and caring me? The thought of it gives me the chills..wouldn't live be lonely then?? Conclusion is..Life SUCKs to the MAX!! Love SUCKs even more!! There's nothing that could be done about it..so live with it....

Full of life

Haven't had the time to update my blog recently, life in college is so Sooo hectic(no kidding)! and Craaaazzzyyyy~ with my new roommate,housemates and my siao siao new friends~ Oh Gosh, we are practically born to be Mass Comm students as we are so LOUD! Everywhere we go..we'll be like the center of attention..like..the monkeys from the Hutan(forest)!ha!

So kawaii my new fiends~

sweetest babes in class..

Apparently, we rushed to McD before breakfast session was over right after our class break.Ha!

Three- mouseketers~

My picture of the day

Glosh skwosh jlosh~ assignments are piling up like mad..and we JUST started last week! WTF?!!! okie lar..gonna go crack my coconut. Boring post..blah blah blah..chow!